I am having a difficult time this morning keeping positive. This is definitely going to be the worst thing I have ever been through in my life. At this point, I am not sure how I am going to get through this. I hate not having a choice. I must submit myself to the radiation and the side effects that go along with it. I am angry that I have cancer in my face...why does it have to be in the face? Radiation would be much more tolerable if it was somewhere else in my body.
Since the pain started, the light at the end of the tunnel seems distant and too far away. Five more weeks of radiation seems unachievable. I am so discouraged.