I think I am also down because Fourth of July weekend has always been a highlight of my year. This year, I have to sit and watch the fun and activities take place all around me without being able to participate. By the time I am done with radiation therapy and have healed, Summer will be over.
The only thing that is going to get me through these next few weeks is an overwhelming sense of peace and the presence of God. It is going to take a miracle to get down the other side of the mountain.
I want you to face the mountain
so that you can see,
when the mountain is out of the way
all there is left is Me.
Only I can move the mountain,
only I can push it away,
only I can conquer the problems
that you face today.
Your only job is to believe,
to listen to My voice,
and when you hear what I command,
obedience is your choice.
But I will not make it too difficult
for the victory is already Mine,
and I will fill you with My Spirit and through
you My grace will shine.
Not when you are perfect,
like you think you need to be,
but when your heart is willing to become
more and more like Me.
"Not by might, nor by power, but by My Spirit...says the Lord of hosts." Zechariah 4:6