This morning I woke up with a lot of anxiety and found myself trying to keep busy with the girls and packing. It helped to keep my mind off of things. I am so anxious about the side effects of Chemo. I am so afraid of what is going to happen to my body. What is not helping my state of mind right now is the fact that I have a roommate in hospital and she is agony. It is so hard to listen to it and it is scaring me to death! I keep looking at Jason saying I can't do this...
Please pray that things will go smoothly and that I will not experience bad side affects. I am hoping they can keep it under control. This is my number one prayer request right now.
A special thank you to those of you that have signed up to bring meals to my family and have taken the girls for playdates. The love that has been shown to us is overwhelming. I feel so blessed to have wonderful friends and a great neighborhood!
And thank you for leaving me such kind and encouraging messages on my blog. They uplift me and keep me strong!